Policy

My guts fucked from hard drugs I'm paying for it
For all the nights that I was graving for it
I was saving for it just waist it all
Once I had a taste I would take some more
I'm clean now but I'm fiend out And drug fucked
If you knew me now you wouldn't know but
But if ya knew me before the mistake
You would feel my pain but nobody really nows my name
I use to drink and pop smoke pot
Tripping pinging broke lots Never owned much
But I was stoned living off chops
I use to dance and party
But never did it straight
I use to stay up late some what I twist my fate
I change a great deal just to get a great deal
I use to straight deal just to get a great deal
I eight pills lost skills now I'm half a man
I look at my self in the mirror and it's hard to stand
I start to stair I find it hard to understand
I'm just a man I thought I could of lasted man