Quick key: "4 Weeks"

[JayBaltimore]

haven't written shit in ages, have alot of shit on my mind and getting it out the only way i know how...



week one as i try to seek some reasons,

don't understand what happend to us in the end
knowing the reason is a must, i can't pretend
we didn't even fuss, you just left without amends
trying not to cuss, cause i trusted a friend
to not lust for my wife, and make her his girlfriend
this shit is so trife, i want you out by the weekend...

week two as i need to get my keys boo,

everything you own is in a box to the left
trying my best not to wear my heart on my chest
you stop by to pick up the rest of your mess
i tried to kick up a convo on why you love me less
a test to see what feelings you haven't expressed
close mouth and upset, "i haven't left you yet."

week three i see you don't need me, believe me,

i realize your not coming home and respect this marriage
just lies of there's no one else, it's about the mis-carriage
my eyes still see us with the traditional type heritage
rumors fly about how you weren't true, what's the vantage
a humorous cry, my heart just mailed out, standard postage.

week four, i'm floored and can't do it no more,

alone i reside, damaged goods on the inside
behind these eyes is feelings of genocide
the flame burn subside, thoughts of suicide
i was blind, but now numb on the outside
you lied, you made me feel like i'm not even alive

week five a test drive to try and revive my life....





this shit sounds like days of our lives! ha! Will post the last couple weeks later.